I am afraid of a fetus lol…s/he scares the crap out of me!!!

I LOVE my fetus!!!…but I’m still scared of her/him.

S/he represents the unknown. There’s an awesome (I have a whole new respect for this word) feeling in my soul when I think about her/him…but I’m still scared of her/him.

Three months down, six to go. Maybe my fear isn’t of her/him, but for her him…yeah, that makes more sense.

I’ve been forced (internally, externally they’ve tried to make me for a while) to accept that there are some things that I’ll never be able to do again.

An adjustment is required and I really don’t want to!